Some asshole out there has my phone, I can’t believe they’re not turning it in.
Tons and tons of photos I don’t have on my computer, contacts, my fucking locker combination’s are saved on the memo pad, are you kidding me?
I went to bed last night feeling unsettled and extremely upset, I woke up this morning furious and I felt like breaking a mirror- as soon as I woke up.
I’m quite upset that I can’t contact Nicholas. Now thinking about it, my cell phone was what made me feel safe wherever I went. I knowing Nick and me mums would just be a few rings away. I went today without it, and felt as if a part of me was missing. Pathetic, right? I wasn’t stressing too much about it, but I couldn’t believe I had lost it. Today, my attitude was not pleasant and tomorrow wont be any better. At least I have the day off. I fucking hate teenagers.
It’s nearly 8:20 pm currently and it’s pitch black outside. Nicholas brought me out to sushi last night for at Happy Sumo, it was real unsatisfactory but aside from that, it was lovely being out with him until 9:30. Today was real shitty not talking to Nick. I was quite unhappy and people around me could see that. I was just ready to go home and talk to Nick. I sat on the bus to west valley and aross from me was this man with a piece of cloth wrapped tightly around his hair. He wore some sort of white thermal with a black button up with gold detailing on it. This woman comes along and sits next to him, and it seemed as if they had just met once before. The bus was leaving and she asked “Why you being so quiet?” and there was small talk. He was smiling quite a bit. “Why are you smiling?” She said. “I’m happy” He said. “I’m alive, healthy, I’m just grateful for everything.” “Wow” I thought to myself. I had never heard that from someone before. You’re often told, you should be grateful for the things you have around you, don’t take so much for granted. What that man said was the highlight of my day. He was frail, and I could see his veins. He had a dark skin tone and I had no guess on what his ethnicity was. The woman next to him mentioned my lip piercings and asked if they hurt, I answered her questions and it was silent. Several minutes later, he says nothing but points to my lips and says “I think you’re above that.” This could be true, but society is all about judgements. Sadly. I choose to keep these in because it really does explain a lot about me. My clothing, I believe says that I know of high fashion, my hair says that I’m open and easy to approach and my piercings, facial and ears says I’m a low key, down to earth gal. Say that I’m at a show, have it be acoustic, hardcore or hip hop. If I was all dressed up, and had not one piercing- I’m sure people would judge me and say I’m stuck up and high class and dont give a shit. That is not how I want to be judged at all. Some hardcore metal head isn’t going to approach some girl that looks stuck up and talk about music. Even I don’t talk to the girls that look high class and prissy as fuck because I’ve heard of those creatures. Shit talking, bitching, whiny ass rich girls. Not one has proven me wrong. My whole image is just what I want to be judged as. Because I will be judged whether I like it or not. My clothing says I’m not a dip shit trouble making teenager, but my face says I’m no prissy ass bitch. Word.
I came home today to check my E-mail and to find out that Craig Owens is no longer a part of Chiodos. This is what Chiodos had to say-
To all of our friends, family, and fans: We would like to let you know that
we have let Craig Owens go as the singer of Chiodos. This decision was a
necessary one. Out of respect for all of the hard work that we have put in
together for all of these years we will not be discussing the specific
reasons that this needed to happen. We wish Craig well . We will absolutely
be continuing on as a band and we will keep you informed as this next
chapter unfolds. Chiodos fans are the best fans in the world and all we can
ask of you, after everything you have already given us, is to share in our
excitement for this next album. We promise you will not be
disappointed…………Brad, Jason, Pat, and Matt
I was crying, a lot when I found out. This news is getting everyones panties in a bunch on myspace. Saying how “Craig owens IS chiodos” and how it was a “Bad decision” comparing this to Saosin and anthony green, and FFTL and Sony moore and how much Chiodos Sucks now. NOBODY knows the story behind Craig leaving. This was my response comment to the bulletin on myspace.
“Craig owens was a huge part of Chiodos, but are you aware of how many other solo projects he has? He’s busy as hell, just because they said “We have let Craig owens go” doesn’t necessarily mean he got KICKED OUT. It could mean that it was HIS decision to quit the band so the band has agreed to part ways.- A little ways back, when Chiodos was still the Chiodos Bros- Craig Ownens LEFT and then returned several days later. None of us even know the reasoning behind this, so stop talking shit. The instrumentals are still the same, and maybe there will be a better vocalist.”
This whole situation is absurd and I’m sure the band members are feeling like shit thanks to the “Fans” I will still love Chiodos and I look forward to the new album. I also still support Craig Owens for doing so much with his life, i still love all his solo projects.
People are so stupid..
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